When it came down to the planning of it, they wanted to have both boys over. I was a bit concerned since it would be their first time together, at a house that we aren't blood related to. But, Deborah was sure she wanted to have them both. So. I stepped it up and got OK with it. Kinda of. :)
When I went to pick them up before nap time the next day, I was greeted with "Mom! I don't want to go home. I want to stay here!" I am so happy that Carson missed me so! :) Everything went well, from what I have been told, and the boys had a great time!
It is so weird to keep having that feeling of "are they really old enough for this? I am sure they are just little babies and aren't ready for this..." I know that I will continue to have this feeling for the rest of their lives. I wonder if it ever gets easier, or if it always feels like a little piece of my heart gets cut out with the next big step they take!?
|Carson and Gabe ready to head to the Quast's house. 7.26.12|